I’ve had no motivation to do anything lately. Like for months and months. I don’t know if it’s just because it’s winter and I don’t want to be outside when it’s cold. Or are there other reasons? I was hoping my vacation would give me some life back but it doesn’t seem to be the case. It has made me work harder at work over the week since I’ve been back. But when I’m home all I want to do is sit and watch YouTube or catch up on TV shows that I’m into. Everything else seems to take too much effort.
I’ve been slacking on all my websites which I really would like to get back into. I haven’t been cooking many meals because I’m not interested in any of the meals I know how to make. I can’t seem to find recipes that really appeal to me. My boyfriend and I haven’t really been spending much time together despite living in the same house either. I feel like he is even lazier than I am this winter.
I can’t wait for the weather to get warmer. I’m hoping that will give me more motivation to do something; anything! 90% off the videos I watch on YouTube are couples with children and I think to myself, maybe I should have a baby so I would have something to keep me busy haha. What a terrible reason to have a child. What do you do when you are home to keep yourself busy? How do you keep your spirits up during the colder months when everything is covered in snow and slush?